meaningless holiday

finally.. the holiday that i want had reached!!!!!
but it was so bored!!!! i really didn't know what should i do during the holiday..
i looked like wasting my time only><|| i just watched tv and played computer only...
besides, i really don't know want update what at my blog.. it was nothing special happened..LOL.. yesterday.. i was downloading the lastest song in between finding blog skin..
and i found this blog skin.. the first time i saw this skin..i also felt it was empty.. when i saw clearly.. there were a few words at the top and bottom.. thus, i chose this skin haha..
i really don't know what to update what at my blog..



grrrrrrrr......... what a long and boring holidayS zZZ

worry

i really need a glass of milk now..i can't sleep well this few nites! i was pondering about my result especially my PMR result!!!don't know why...i was wondering about it out of the blue.. i suddenly worried about it, i scared i can't reach the target i want ><"if i really can't reach the target i want..i really duno how sad were me><" my friend said that i think too much..haiz and tomorrow need back school and take report card!!! i really no eyes to see my result..my position sure drop like siao == aiyoo.. *anxious*

okay, lets say back this morning.. it should be just now>< i just back from school.. today was graduation of senior 3.. tatax to all senior 3 students.. after the end of the graduation.. Faiqah told me that she will leave the school next year out of the blue!!!!! awwww... i will miss u Faiqah T.T i knew her at form 1 when i same class with her..and now she is going to change to another school..T.T haizz..

btw.. tonite i have a farewell party.. farewell my club members who need to leave the schoool next year!! i am pondering i should go or not..><><" aiyoo... *headache*

沉默是无法掩饰的失落

"今天我发现：为什么我们总是觉得痛苦大于快乐；忧伤大于欢喜；悲哀大于幸福。原来是因为我们总是把不属于痛苦的东西当作痛苦；把不属于忧伤的东西当作忧伤；把不属于悲哀的东西当作悲哀；而把原本该属于快乐、欢喜、幸福的东西看得很平淡，没有把他们当作真正的快乐、欢喜和幸福。"
刚刚在网上的一篇文章看到这个句子。。觉得它蛮有意思的。。
刚刚我找我的书的时候，我无意中看见“它”。。我坐在那里呆了一下， 就坐着在地上我看着它，回想起那时侯的情景。。我发现当时我真的很开心， 可是我刚刚感觉到我并没有想象中的那么开心。我感觉到。。跟平常一样。。没什么特别。。我才发现到，其实我没什么要特别去注意他。。是时间吧，它真的把我铭心刻骨的事情变淡变薄。。我自己也没发现到。。我不知道是我一直没有变过还是我已经变了。。或许我已经变成依赖， 或许我不想认输？我一直叮咛我自己不要改变这一切。。可是轮不到我做主嘛！我不想去问你是因为不想知道真正的答案， 我不想要得到的答案是我最不想要的。我承认我没有勇气， 我不像别人可以那么的潇洒。。其实我已经知道这一切都已经是我所喜爱那个的那样， 只是我在自欺欺人而已。。我一直只想我所想得多是错的

sleepyyy

the 2nd day of reopening school.. holiday was finally gone!
yawn..i was soooo sleepy ><" i was going to sleep when teacher was teaching =X
our school want to let us adapt the course, so let us study a few days about the next year course that will be taught..gosh~! it was quite boring ==" and the studies looked like very hard and difficult! T.T and now, i still worry about my UEC and PMR result..duno why, when i think about it, my heart is thumoing wildly ><"
and i was luckly can study at science class.. i was kinda relieve and happy =X but some people say maybe there will be some redeployment after the UEC result out..wahhh
aiyo.. i am typing report now.. i has typed a whole day == but still haven finish =X haha.. of course, i am typing my report in between playing game f3..i was detested of typing it! shhhh confidential..ltr my president scold me =X haiyo.. i continue type my report 1st F3..tata

tireeeeeeeed~

oh, my legs were so tired and pain!
i just back from shopping with Zact.. we kept shopping really non-stoped~! She really crazy already.. kept buying only.. using money like the flowing of water==" no choice..too rich~
we went many places.. this time shopping, really used many money ><" aiyo...need ask my dad for money again =x next week open school already..haizz holiday had gone again! yiak, ltr sure many meetingsT.T i hate type report..and also hate meeting~! this few days kept blackout again~! yiak, when Tawau can don't blackout again?! actually i got many things to post ><>< i want to take a nap..zzZ

其实这几天我很开心不知道为什么， 就是在我很开心的时候偏偏就发生我很不开心的事
是不是注定的啊？说实在的，我对你其实也没什么偏见，可是一的举止真的很讨人厌叻==
我不知道你是有意还是无意，可是就是让我很不喜欢，也让我很讨厌你冶。。我不想针对你， 我不想让人感觉我很坏== 可是你不犯我，我不烦你嘛。。其实我犯不着要跟你过不去==我也不想这么做。。还有“对不起”不是可以解决一切的好不好。。

winnie the pooh's birthday

1st, i need to say happy birthday again to winnie the pooh XP "happy bofday"! yesterday, i went to winnieTP's home for her birthday party.. lolx, what can we do at thr, sure eat and play and talk lo.. haha we still watched "gong xin ji" together.. the one who love Charmaine Sheh must support her XP..
at here,, i also publicized this drama XP, it's quite nice, all the actors and actress are nice and beautiful XP..u all must watch this drama nw~!
after watched finished, it was birthday's cake time.. we sang birthday songs and ate the cake
here some pics that we had taken;


LOL, winnie the pooh was cutting the cake


cute girl, Careen, her birthday last Wed .. happy birthday^@^


can u find out whr was me? OO


me and grapy XP


the cake

cute bin bin and funny Clinton~
still got many many photos, i can't upload finish XP

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gosh, i really wan complain on the newspaper about the current, water and line~!
three characteristic of Tawau, 1) no current
2) no water
3) bad line or no line XP
haizz... this 3 things everyday happen in Tawau... ==" the authorities never investigate this matter?? ++ haizz"

p/m: happy belated birthday Careen XP.. i was late to sms u to wish u happy birthday =x

no more battle, peace~!

yeah, no more PMR, no more UEC...
i wan keep shopping, keep sleeping, keep playing~!
i absolutely miss my maple..
yesterday morning, i still complained the time, why pass so slow...
and now, everything was over... yeah~!
i was pondering how to use my holiday ><"
playing games? vacation? or let myself fermentation and mildew?
LOL... i really wanna threw all my books...
everytime after exam, my books sure mess...
after exam, i sure couldn't find my books...
i was very excited.. very relax... ~\(≧▽≦)/~